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Name: Josh
Location: Smithville, Missouri, United States
Birthday: 3/30/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: god, wrestling, waterfalls, music, guitar, drums, trying to run, reading a good book, camping, and boyscouts
Expertise: shoes, the future, things that are shiny, hallelujah, monotonous spontaneity, bubbles that are also shiny in the sunlight, white suits, cowboy hats and snowflakes
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  XburyXmeXwithXit
Member Since:
8/3/2005
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| I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears. And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave. 'Cause your presence still lingers here, and it just wont leave me alone. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears. I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have all of me.
You used to captivate me, by your resonating light. Now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams. Your voice, it chased away all of the sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears. I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have all of me.
I've tried to tell myself that you're gone. And though you're still with me; I've been alone all along. | | |
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CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!
hmmm.....
you should all click here
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i have never studied for anything, ever. so why is it that i am
now studying for world history?? can anyone tell me that? no, i didnt
think so. well while you are all trying to think of some smart
answer to tell me about why i am finally actually studying, think on
this for a moment: Rhode Islans, is neither a road nor an island!!
do this:
say the color, not the word!!
BLACK WHITE BLUE GREEN YELLOW RED WHITE BLUE RED BLACK WHITE GREEN BLUE RED YELLOW RED
coconut cream pie yogurt is not very good
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mmm... my family has been gone pretty much all day... which left me at
home with no food, and no transportation, i dont know what im going to
do...
anyway, im having dinner right now, i cooked it myself, teryaki
noodles! pretty good... not... anyway, im off to church... somehow...
-josh
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| so anyway, i was watching tv the other day, and i saw these people that
got on an elevator in some huge tower in canada. apparantly it
was a very difficult elevator to opperate, there was a guy on the
elevator, sort of like a bell-hop, that just opperated the elevator.
when asked if he liked his job his reply was, "it has its up's and
down's" i thought this was very interesting, because while his job has its
metophorical 'up's and down's' it also has literal 'up's and down's' he
said that he had been at this job for three years and has enjoyed
it. this has to say alot about his character, i mean the guy has
ridden an elevator for a living for THREE YEARS!! thats got to
get a little boring, dont you think? on a different subject, dont you just hate it when something really
good ends, and you want it to go on forever, like a book, or a movie,
or just having a really good time with your friends? i hate
it! it sucks, like coming back from boyscout camp, when it
started this summer i went there and i knew about half of the staff
(the guys returning from my first year) but there were all these guys
that i didnt know. one of these being, who i now consider a good
friend of mine, Joel Meuller (pronounced 'Miller') it sucks though, joel lives and kansas and there are only about 1 other
time that i will see him during the year, besids camp. about 4-5
weeks in, alot of the people on staff (the junior staff anyway) are
about to quit, i know i have been anyway, "they dont pay us enough for
this crap" we say (does $ .23/hr sound good to you?) "i dont have to
deal with this" whatever else it is, we are just on the verge of
getting out and not looking back. but that last day of the actual 'camping season' when all the campers
leave and we have the camp back to ourselves none of us want to leave,
it is our home. after all the fun (yes there is fun in between
all the crap we have to deal with) after all the friends weve made
after all the things we've done all the memories weve made we are a
family, and it sucks when it ends. you get that feeling in your stomach. that bitter sweet taste in
your mouth "it finally over!" we all yell. but every one of us
are thinking in the back of our minds "...its over...i have to leave...
i dont want to leave" this is exactly what it will be like when we die, i beleive. and
its the same when our friends and family die. as christians we
are happy, to say the least that we are finally going to heaven, or
that our friend or family member has died, but at the same time, we
grive, we dont want to let go, we want to stay here forever, i dont
think people grasp the concept of 'forever' we will spend 'forever'
--All Eternity-- Until the End of Time-- in heaven (or hell) it will be
a great thing and though we dont want to let go, everything will be
good in the end.
"Death is swallowed up in victory... We win!"
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